I am sorry mom!!!!!

                                                                       (Photo courtesy Google Image)

I still remember the blood smeared on the floor. I couldn't identify what was that and where it came from. That time my dad went on tour…Me, my little sis and my mom was left at home. In the morning, when I went for a toilet, it was 2 am, my mom was not there, I saw blood on the bathroom and I couldn't understand what was happening, 

In the morning my cousin came to me and said mom had a little headache, was taken for treatment.  My mom always used to fell sick. So I did not  worry,    me and my sis was left alone at home.

And later my sister was taken to my cousin because we were having school, but I denied their request. I requested that I am staying here at home and they admitted it!!!

From that day I was  free …I was left alone at home … I started bunking from class, I  called my friends at my home , started enjoying  every night …drinking and smoking !!!  I started hanging out with my friends.

One month past, I kept on doing the same thing. And later my cousin told me that my mom wants to meet, so she told me to come to Siliguri hospital. My sister and  all my cousin   left but I didn't. I refused my mom request and I heard my dad was also there with my mom. I didn't like to go there to my mom …I didn't take any concern about my mom!!! 

After two days when I was at home alone, I saw the sparkling light of  the car,  I gazed from my window and saw dad was waiting for me,  when I went for a help …I saw my  mom !!! 

Tears rolled down from my eyes, I was awfully heartbreaking to see my mom, she was very weak and thin. And there was no single hair on her head and eye brow...But still I saw her sweet smile on her face upon seeing me. I was speechless and couldn't tell any think to my mom! Tears started flowing endlessly from my eyes. I never thought these things would happen to my mom. 

My dad saw my tears, and he took me to his bed room and

He said.’’ Son what happened to you? You didn't turn up to meet your mom? You know … what happened? Mom suffered from uterus cancer and she has under gone Camo-Therapy…you know she died once but she came back from death, she was searching you and expected that you could come to meet her.’’

                                                  (After 4 month  from treatment) 

Suddenly I heard my mom calling Dad. After that I felt sorry to my mom. I was very sad that time.

Second time, I heard my mom calling me. When she saw me, she smiled me again; I was sad,      though I didn't take note of my mom, my mom was so concerned about me…

That day I couldn't sleep… I was felled with sadness and regrets.

One fine day, I went to my mom and asked.’’ Mom when you were sick, why didn't you wake me up.’’          That time my mom gave me the surprise replied. when I was sick, I couldn't wake you up because I don't want to disturb you and your sis   sleep, I thought let my children sleep in peace …and sorry I couldn't inform you.’’

I knew my mom became sad with me but she didn't show to me…but now am trying to bring every smile and happiness on her face. 

I love you mom and I am so sorry!!!!

                                                         (Mom and dad happy now  )

This incident is true… it happened to me 3 years back…but still every night this incident hunt me!!

I have been hiding this story for 3 years but today I don't want to hide any more I want to share so that everyone could learn from this incident!!!                               

''You  Know god couldn't be anywhere, so he created parents.’’ 

Plez … don't hurt your parents like me. Never make unhappy to them…they are everything, to us!  Obey them …be good and helpful when they are living!!!

My prayers are with all the parents and to their sons and daughters …!

Alas …Aie (mom) your son never gonna make that same mistake...never ever…Now he will be always there with you!!!

Love you always aie(mother) !!!

Thank you for reading   :)